僕君のことよく知らないけれど 何かトキメいてます~
is that really true? i don't think so but you never know... the presence of the possibility keeps lingering in my head ugh. like a fog i can't find my way through because i have no direction. it sort of describes my situation except maybe not quite as strongly. its still just as crazy though ... "見つめっぱなし たまんねぇ女神" (lol, i know it sounds silly but i cant help it) would give me some direction but ... yea, i won't elaborate for now. my thoughts on this are all over the place and not really all that optomistic :P
now that I have a lab and a project (yay? just learned about it last night), using a technique involving e- beam lithography to create specific protein patterns for directing skeletal myoblast differentiation and organization, maybe I can find my way out of this fog and not become a complete shipwreck. distraction. distraction. distraction.
There's always a siren
Singing you to shipwreck
but ... ...
You gotta remember 今も 夢のかけらを手に ... hehe, if only that came true :-) i'd be so happy haha
